Before we decide to start something new, it's important to make sure that we have nothing left behind that will destroy what we are about to build. We gotta make sure that we are ready for it and all the consequenses.

I have never feel like this before. It feels so heavy and burdening. I thought I would be so happy and excited when this time comes, but in fact it's the other way around. I just want to slam the door and shut people up.

I keep wondering...
Is this really what I want?
Is this really what I need?
Am I ready for it?
Will I be able to take all the consequenses?
Will it make me a better person, or instead, destroy me?
Is it worth... fighting for?

One thing that I know for sure is that, i haven't learn enough about myself.